The lack of time is something that crops up frequently when I’m feeling insecure. There is never enough of it. The frightening thing is that I am not sure why that is. I do work full time but I don’t have children and I’m not the most dedicated of house workers.
I’ve thought about this a great deal and I’m starting to worry that it’s me. Am I too lazy? Am I not organised enough? And does any of that matter as I’m just not damn good enough anyway?
Thank goodness for National Novel Writing Month. This November it’s been helpful to focus on a short term goal and to see a novel coming together after a month and a bit of planning. It’s made me remember why I enjoyed writing so much in the first place. More importantly it’s made me dedicate time to actually writing rather than worrying about the whole post writing things that occasionally overwhelm me. (Finding Beta Readers, hiring an editor, getting a book cover design, learning to format, sorting out a website, promotion…Arrghh!)
Jamie Ayres’ IWSG post really inspired me this month. She talks about her list of things she really wants to do, and although I have something similar it’s not quite as adventurous. I have a list of novels I want to write. Perhaps I need to pretend that there are more National Novel Writing Months, and get involved with Camp NaNo over the summer.
And apparently today is National Stress Awareness Day, so there’s a perfect excuse to bury my head in the sand and just concentrate on what my fingers are doing right now rather then becoming obsessed with all the things I can’t control and have no need to do right now! *Takes a Deep Breath*
Incidentally it is also National Sausage Week. Did anyone else know there was a National Sausage Week?
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